Showing posts with label Adoption. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Adoption. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 6, 2011

An Untitled Poem


Sterile:
Nothing but sterling bars
and pearly tile
gleaming in stringent light.
Looking down,
my eyes stare back at me.

Clear:
No more cigarette smoke
or dusty air
choking my lungs and
dirtying my
face. No cloud of smog.

Silent:
No moan for help,
plea for food,
giggle for joy,
just dozens of Chinese baby eyes
stare back at me.

Orphan:
Nothing, no one to love,
but busy nannies
and the hope for American
mommies.
So their eyes stare over
the ocean at us.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

To Emmy Xiang


I love you so much. So often I am reminded of the fate you've been saved from and the deep, deep love that your family has for you, and I am overwhelmed with the goodness of God. Emmy, I hope that you never forget how much our Heavenly Father has blessed you -- you, my darling sister, have been chosen from the thousands of fatherless Chinese daughters with a home in an affluent country, with a body spry and healthy, and with the opportunity to learn about Him and His gospel.

My dear, I pray continually that you might be among the chosen ones, that the Lord would sweetly woo your heart into submission to His will. And I thank Him daily for giving you and our sisters, Katie and Gracie, to me. Sisterhood is a wonderful thing, a bond none can describe: treasure it.

At times like the one Mrs. Lenfestey captured, when you snuggle with me and caress my back, that I miss China and the sweetness of adoption so much that I can hardly stand it. Oh! How I hope that we can repeat those experiences again soon. Until then, you are the best China-sister ever. Love, love, love you!

Thursday, May 27, 2010

Train Them Young


Here's a glimpse into my afternoon alone with Emmy today:

"Janey, when I get married I going to China and have a baby."

"That's sweet, Emmy! I want a China baby, too. But only after we are married, right?"

"Yep. Mamas and Babas cannot have children when they not married."

"That's right, baby."

"Janey, you going get married when God thinks about it and then Baba thinks about it. Then you can get married."

"That's right, baby."

So glad she values purity and marriage as a child -- and that she values her Baba! Nothing like hooking them on courtship when they're young!

(Photo taken by Katie.)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

Gotcha Day!

Two years ago today, our family joyfully added Emmy Xiang into it. Read here for more!

I love you, my baby sister! I can't wait to watch and see how God molds you into a daughter of His!

Thursday, September 24, 2009

YangJiang Orphanage


Our cramped tour bus screeched to a halt in front of the shabby building. Instinctively I surveyed my surroundings while advancing out. Dirty and rundown, the orphanage stood, enveloped in heavy humidity. A faint smile danced on my face as I spotted wrinkled men amid a fog of cigar smoke eagerly wave their hands and rattle in Chinese. We passed through a doorway and mounted a flight of filthy stairs. Reaching the second story, we were warmly greeted by bubbling nannies, who instructed us to enter the orphans’ room a few at a time. I hastily prepared myself for a grimy sight. Hushed, I entered and found myself gawking, not at a filthy mess, but a sterile room -- tidy, scrubbed, and sanitary; my reflection sparkled on the tile floor. I gazed at masses of cage-like cribs, each occupied by a baby. Strangely, though, no sound reached my ears. A whimper, a giggle, anything would have been welcome. I only beheld blank stares, grave stares, lonely stares. My eyes hunted up and down the aisles of cribs. I waded through the infants, searching for one face. At last, I found it; I found her. Reaching to embrace my sister, I lifted a prayer of thanksgiving that she would escape an orphan’s fate.


I admit, this is a slightly morbid topic. However, Mama suggested I begin to add a few of my writing assignments to my blog. By the way, most of the facts in this paper are true, but we did not get Emmy from this orphanage. Even though it is a bit sad, I hope you can find enjoyment in it. And maybe, just maybe, I will inspire one or two of you to adopt!

*Edit: Please excuse the large print above. Blogger is acting up and doesn't seem to want me to fix that!

Sunday, November 9, 2008

My Chinese Sister


As many of you know, our family recently completed the adoption of our dearest Emmy Xiang. Now China holds a dear place in my heart. Lately, I have had a strong yearning to go back to that beautiful country and remember the sweet memories we made there. But plane tickets cost a lot of money (which we don't have) so I have contented myself with going back to our family's old blog posts of us in China. Also, I have been looking on others' blogs see pictures of familiar sights. I was so excited when I found this touching poem on another's blog. I thought I'd go ahead and post it. Maybe it will touch another.

"This morning in China a mother cries.
She'll never forget her daughter's eyes;
Her heart is broken and filled with pain,
The tears run down like the falling rain.
She has no choice but to leave her there,
The cost of keeping is too much to bear.
She hopes her daughter will one day know
True love can be found in letting her go.

This morning in China a baby cries,
Hungry and scared as tears fill her eyes.
Her mother has left her in this public place
Another lost daughter of the Chinese race.
Someone passing by has heard her soft moan
She's soon quickly taken to an orphanage.
It's here she'll reside in the care of another
Until she's adopted by a brand new mother.

That very same moment, in the U.S.A.
A woman cries as she starts to pray.
Her heart is heavy but filled with much love,
She prays for a daughter she thinks the world of.
'Dear Jesus I ask that your arms would be
Wrapped tightly around the one picked for me.
Guard her in China 'til I make my way
And then in my arms forever she'll stay."

-Author Unknown